when you look at me

do you ever think of what we could be?

The sweet memories we could make,

or the thrilling breaths we could take...together...

or is it just me?

my heart melts, my head races, my hands shake;

all because you smiled at me.

Wont you just take my hand

and together we'll fly away

and make a great escape.

Put your trust in me and jump.

Take a chance and hold your breath

to fall into me.

What is this feeling

in the center of my heart

i feel like theres just a hole

and its been ripped apart.

I cry for you every night

wishing you were with me

cause we used to be so tight.

i miss you

and i dont know if you saw, but

what we had was true.

Moving on is so hard

when i know i want to wait for you

but we know its more than just a yard.

I use my 11:11 wishes on you,

my 4 leaf clovers cause im missing you,

and my shooting stars because im in love with you.

You were always there for me to catch me when i fell

you mean the world to me

you could always tell

when i was down because my heart was breaking

because everyone was always faking

about who they are or what they do

but u were always one that was true.

I wish i could go back in time and change this

because nothing can be worse than this feeling of heartbreak

how do you

keep going on, when inside, youre hurting?

You put on a fake smile and say "im great"

even though you are the furthest thing from great.

Your heart aches and your head pounds

All you want to do is to fall through the floor and disappear

You feel defeated in every way possible and dont know what to do

You feel youre slowly dying a painful death

And sometimes all you need is a wake up call and realize, youre not the only one who has it rough

Im Sorry

im not perfect

im sorry that i fell for someone who didnt catch me

im sorry for lying to myself about how i felt

because the truth is that i was totally in love with him

but thats over

im done thinking non stop about him.

im done texting him all the time when i know i wont get a response.

i thought that fairy tales were real but now i know why they're labeled "fantasy"

my knight in shining armour turned out to be like every other guy out there;

some loser in aluminum foil.

im sorry i gave up my life for him and how stupid i was.

im sorry i even thought of waiting for him because i see hes moved on

and so should i.

im sorry i even took a chance because all im left with is a broken heart

and most of all, im sorry i never learned to say "fuck you" nicely

**not about me..for my friend whos boyfriend was a jerk**

not a poem

hi guys...im no longer blogging poems or anything ..i dont know how to delete this blog so im just guna leave it alone ...you can delete it from your pc or whatever...just thought i would inform u all ...to all the poets out there: never give up and follow your heart....keep writing :) ...bye

Here i am

and what you see is what you get

and what you learn about me, is what there is;

nothing more, nothing less

simple as life; live, enjoy, die.

These eyes dont tell lies;

they scream my past, present, and future.

You look deep into them, and you see right through me.

After one good look, youll know exactly who i am;

the mountains i climbed;

the bridges i burned;

the ways i walked;

and how i talked;

i dont regret anything i did because at that moment;

it mustve been something i meant.

I cant be someone, i am not.

And neither you or i cant change what was meant to be.

When i look in the mirror

i see the true lies

i thought were me

but then i realize they are the outline of my life.

I Find Myself

remembering when we hung out everyday

doing homework, having laughs, playing

soccer, riding bikes. Remember

feeling bad for those kids

we watched sit alone at lunch, planning to

join them to make them feel wanted?

Remember finding me, waiting

for you, at your locker to walk to classes

together? We'd like teasing each other

and fooling around. Now i find myself

missing you being happy because

of the lack of love you recievce and give.

When one thing started, i dropped you

and left you in the dirt to slowly die out.

I watcha you from afar, hoping

our relationship will be mended in time

and i realize the mess i made and that

theres much more beyond this door

we have to fix. I do regret leaving our

friendship and i'm sorry for leaving

you out there on your own.