Becoming

Acquiainted with the

Disasterous essence;

Dealing it,

Inhaling, smoking, snorting, or shooting up

Crashing; crying; and depression until

Trying it again and again..and again

Ending up hooked on it; unable to stop

Daring your chances of living

The Mistake Was

learning the lyrics to your song

& bringing you into my sanctuary,

my peace of mind; my life. I regret

ever trusting you because you stabbed me

in the back. Im done with taking this.

Its hard

believing you when even you know, youre lying

through your teeth. The mistake was

learning

your name and becoming friends. I gave you

an inch, but you took a mile. I put my

faith in you but now i realize i was

stupid for doing so. You dont care about me; i

thought we were best friends who told

each other everything but i guess it was

just a pretty little

act that i was too naive to realize.

Wanting More

and more

Getting high each time you

snort,

shoot up,

or swallow

the vicious nightmare

until you dont get the satisfactory high;

so you

snort,

shoot up,

or swallow

even more and more

to fly just that much higher.

Nonstop flying until its all gone.

Doing anything you can to experiene the nightmare.

Getting the amazing high;

feeling the fear, hopelessness, and rage

in your body from the horrible dream, the next day.

Trying it, Flying with it, Crashing on it, Wanting more of it.

It becomes a vicious cycle called addiction