Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Becoming

Acquiainted with the
Disasterous essence;
Dealing it,
Inhaling, smoking, snorting, or shooting up
Crashing; crying; and depression until
Trying it again and again..and again
Ending up hooked on it; unable to stop
Daring your chances of living

Monday, September 21, 2009

The Mistake Was

learning the lyrics to your song
& bringing you into my sanctuary,
my peace of mind; my life. I regret
ever trusting you because you stabbed me
in the back. Im done with taking this.
Its hard
believing you when even you know, youre lying
through your teeth. The mistake was
learning
your name and becoming friends. I gave you
an inch, but you took a mile. I put my
faith in you but now i realize i was
stupid for doing so. You dont care about me; i
thought we were best friends who told
each other everything but i guess it was
just a pretty little
act that i was too naive to realize.

Wanting More

and more
Getting high each time you
snort,
shoot up,
or swallow
the vicious nightmare
until you dont get the satisfactory high;
so you
snort,
shoot up,
or swallow
even more and more
to fly just that much higher.
Nonstop flying until its all gone.
Doing anything you can to experiene the nightmare.
Getting the amazing high;
feeling the fear, hopelessness, and rage
in your body from the horrible dream, the next day.
Trying it, Flying with it, Crashing on it, Wanting more of it.
It becomes a vicious cycle called addiction

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Aspirations

Set them highAnd dont be shy
to dare yourself and
have pride in oneself
Never stop trying
and become allying
with your good qualities
underlying
your imagination
even though youll face frustration
In the end, it will be worth it
And you will end up with mirth
Dont stop believeing because
you will be achieving
your wildest dreams
and it seems
that its a fantasy
but its really reality

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Can't Stop What Was Meant to Be

Its ...
...the brightness of lightning...
...the crash of a wave...
...the rise of the sun...
...the rush of a waterfall...
...the loss of a breathe...
...the touch of a heart...
...the fall of a rose petal...
...the boom of thunder...
that reminds me of us,
Our love is just natural

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Let it Rain

Let the water fall down from the sky
And hit the sidewalk in erratic beats
Make me feel like i can fly
And make my heart do leaps
By letting your lips touch mine
and making me forget about the time
Tell me you love me, with all your heart
and never let us come apart
Let the rain come down
and just pull me close
Never ever let me frown
And let the sky compose
The stochastic music of rain drops falling
Almost like heavens calling
For us to be together, forever
Let the rain hit our faces
And hold my hand
Together, well go places
and never let go
Love me always and forever<3

Happiness

What is happiness?
is it when all your dreams come true...
when you meet the one you want to be with the rest of your life...
when you are finally satisfied with your life...
happy with the friends you have and ones you love...
when you feel that you are finally right where you belong...
or waking up each day and being excited for the new day ahead, filled with surprises
...for me...its being accepted for who i am and im happy..truly happy