when you look at me

do you ever think of what we could be?

The sweet memories we could make,

or the thrilling breaths we could take...together...

or is it just me?

my heart melts, my head races, my hands shake;

all because you smiled at me.

Wont you just take my hand

and together we'll fly away

and make a great escape.

Put your trust in me and jump.

Take a chance and hold your breath

to fall into me.

What is this feeling

in the center of my heart

i feel like theres just a hole

and its been ripped apart.

I cry for you every night

wishing you were with me

cause we used to be so tight.

i miss you

and i dont know if you saw, but

what we had was true.

Moving on is so hard

when i know i want to wait for you

but we know its more than just a yard.

I use my 11:11 wishes on you,

my 4 leaf clovers cause im missing you,

and my shooting stars because im in love with you.

You were always there for me to catch me when i fell

you mean the world to me

you could always tell

when i was down because my heart was breaking

because everyone was always faking

about who they are or what they do

but u were always one that was true.

I wish i could go back in time and change this

because nothing can be worse than this feeling of heartbreak

how do you

keep going on, when inside, youre hurting?

You put on a fake smile and say "im great"

even though you are the furthest thing from great.

Your heart aches and your head pounds

All you want to do is to fall through the floor and disappear

You feel defeated in every way possible and dont know what to do

You feel youre slowly dying a painful death

And sometimes all you need is a wake up call and realize, youre not the only one who has it rough

Im Sorry

im not perfect

im sorry that i fell for someone who didnt catch me

im sorry for lying to myself about how i felt

because the truth is that i was totally in love with him

but thats over

im done thinking non stop about him.

im done texting him all the time when i know i wont get a response.

i thought that fairy tales were real but now i know why they're labeled "fantasy"

my knight in shining armour turned out to be like every other guy out there;

some loser in aluminum foil.

im sorry i gave up my life for him and how stupid i was.

im sorry i even thought of waiting for him because i see hes moved on

and so should i.

im sorry i even took a chance because all im left with is a broken heart

and most of all, im sorry i never learned to say "fuck you" nicely

**not about me..for my friend whos boyfriend was a jerk**