Thursday, November 26, 2009

when you look at me

do you ever think of what we could be?
The sweet memories we could make,
or the thrilling breaths we could take...together...
or is it just me?
my heart melts, my head races, my hands shake;
all because you smiled at me.
Wont you just take my hand
and together we'll fly away
and make a great escape.
Put your trust in me and jump.
Take a chance and hold your breath
to fall into me.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

What is this feeling

in the center of my heart
i feel like theres just a hole
and its been ripped apart.
I cry for you every night
wishing you were with me
cause we used to be so tight.
i miss you
and i dont know if you saw, but
what we had was true.
Moving on is so hard
when i know i want to wait for you
but we know its more than just a yard.
I use my 11:11 wishes on you,
my 4 leaf clovers cause im missing you,
and my shooting stars because im in love with you.
You were always there for me to catch me when i fell
you mean the world to me
you could always tell
when i was down because my heart was breaking
because everyone was always faking
about who they are or what they do
but u were always one that was true.
I wish i could go back in time and change this
because nothing can be worse than this feeling of heartbreak

Saturday, November 14, 2009

how do you

keep going on, when inside, youre hurting?
You put on a fake smile and say "im great"
even though you are the furthest thing from great.
Your heart aches and your head pounds
All you want to do is to fall through the floor and disappear
You feel defeated in every way possible and dont know what to do
You feel youre slowly dying a painful death
And sometimes all you need is a wake up call and realize, youre not the only one who has it rough

Im Sorry

im not perfect
im sorry that i fell for someone who didnt catch me
im sorry for lying to myself about how i felt
because the truth is that i was totally in love with him
but thats over
im done thinking non stop about him.
im done texting him all the time when i know i wont get a response.
i thought that fairy tales were real but now i know why they're labeled "fantasy"
my knight in shining armour turned out to be like every other guy out there;
some loser in aluminum foil.
im sorry i gave up my life for him and how stupid i was.
im sorry i even thought of waiting for him because i see hes moved on
and so should i.
im sorry i even took a chance because all im left with is a broken heart
and most of all, im sorry i never learned to say "fuck you" nicely

**not about me..for my friend whos boyfriend was a jerk**