I Find Myself

remembering when we hung out everyday

doing homework, having laughs, playing

soccer, riding bikes. Remember

feeling bad for those kids

we watched sit alone at lunch, planning to

join them to make them feel wanted?

Remember finding me, waiting

for you, at your locker to walk to classes

together? We'd like teasing each other

and fooling around. Now i find myself

missing you being happy because

of the lack of love you recievce and give.

When one thing started, i dropped you

and left you in the dirt to slowly die out.

I watcha you from afar, hoping

our relationship will be mended in time

and i realize the mess i made and that

theres much more beyond this door

we have to fix. I do regret leaving our

friendship and i'm sorry for leaving

you out there on your own.