Stressed

not knowing what to do

pacing the floors staring at the stars

looking for an answer.
It leaves me drowning in thoughts,

fears, and feelings

Wondering about life

what it means..

whats the point...

and how im supposed to make a difference.

Wanting to know how to make it better

...feeling torn up

Pressure building inside of me..

what to escape like a

scream from a childs frustration when

they dont get what they want. Having

mixed emotions.Stress building;

increasing inside of me. Wanting to

run away to a new place. Dont know

what to think, do, or say to make

it all better for everyone and me. I dont

know whether i should

cry laugh, smile, or break down.

*i wrote this poem a while ago...everythings fine now, though*